The definition of insanity: Doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results. - possibly quoted from Albert Einstein.

This is not the true legal definition of insanity, however I feel that it fits my present situation.

Just seems like I am getting nowhere.  Like I am stuck in a rut.  The harder I work the  less I get done.

Working a full-time job, commuting to and from work and the other responsibilities of life have really turned me down the wrong path.

I like the security of having a job, but I am not happy... really want to be working on my art in a professional capacity.

Still I cannot  blame anyone... I have allowed things to distract me, and made excuses.  

Plus being an introvert it is hard to reach out and display my talent.

We all fear failure, but I cannot let my fear hold me back.  Well that is what I keep telling myself.  Still fear and allowing people to tell me what is best; I have allowed my life to be directed by others, and by my own actions.

Also, there are time when I  feel that my work is not as good as others.

I should not let my feelings prevent me from living my dream...  I should not compare my work to others; easier said than done.


Well I would like to close by saying that I do hope to post some new work soon.

Also hope to change some of my bad habits / negative thinking.  

One last thing, I like to thank everyone who has viewed, watched or commented on my meager display of work - thank you.